yeahh i'm hasty

ahhh all these capricorn moons these days

and all these switching up of things and reoccurring experiences in weird ways weird weird ways but i'm learning it's okay i think things are changing that's good i know i'm tough i need to be stronger about things but i need things i want things and it's hard to find but there's hints that it's possible but it's hard to find so i just need something to know it so i let it happen which is so hard to do but ahh i'll try i'll try it's hard i'm hasty i'll try to slow it down.

a lot of realizations, learning. it feels good. it's good to learn things about yourself and about how you might be and try to use it to fix things or make them feel better. it's good to be self conscious but not too much where it become detrimental to self but just enough so you know why you are doing things and so you can try and help yourself and be true to yourself and be true to others.

also letting go of somethings that were lurking and they needed to be forgotten so i did that. thank goodness. thaaaaank goodness. no more V. nomorenmorenomore.