the more i tell myself not to do it, the more i do it!!

why why why!

i have no control over myself, and it's just stupid because i'm only hurting myself in the end.
i am to sensitive to things, horrible horrible horrible.
and this may sound so cheesy but everytime i read stuff about being a leo i really do relate because it's things i've realized about myself and then i read a sentence describing it exactly and i'm like wow.
here is where i'm reading from: astro stuff
read about your sign and see how you feel.
if you recognize the deep shit.
it's all about your core anyways, not about your here and there of everyday life.


also, being in elevators with one other person is very awkward.
being in elevators with two people who are in your class but you have never spoken to them is even more awkward.
so awkward you try and contain your laughter in the corner but only make it more awkward.

also, speaking to people from your classes can also be very awkward.
and so the question WHAT DO PEOPLE TALK ABOUT comes up yet again.
but then in other situations i don't have to think about it and it just flows.
so?

who knows.