it is freezing cold and i'm feeling fml because of this project which i could have been finished last week if i wasn't such a nutcase and changed my mind like 3 times!
and now im working on it and i wanted to go do something else but i am sitting in this freezing cold room with a scarf on my face clicking buttons (g, m, g, m, g, m, etc.) and it feels never ending and this won't even be the greatest project but wtv! who cares laura! it doesn't have to be the best! goshhh!!!!!!!!!

sometimes my mind makes me want to be the best best best and it just causes stress stress stress and it's when you don't strive to be better than the rest rest rest that great things happen, cause they happen on their own and when you think of them to least (less less less) they seem to kind of pop up and you are surprised and happier than if you ever thought you could get that.