so basically it's the summer time

and i am really hardly on my computer these days, firstly because my room is a mess (usually) and i don't really wanna sit in there. it also blue, which makes it even harder because i constantly feel like i am underwater. which would seem cool, but really, how much would you feel like doing if you were just chilling underwater. exactly.


so even if i feel like posting something, i don't really have anything to post.


secondly, uhh.. uhm... i do stuff. and i guess its a time thing, it's just not meshing right now.
too many things one after the other.
i wonder what i'll do.
thinking, thoughts.
okay this is getting more sentimental now.


the following passage was written in the late evening of august 8th

stop and think about what you really

want out of your time

and your circumstances

in order to maximize your

OWN POTENTIAL HAPPINESS.

selfish, i know. but that is life.
and see, alot of times, i will write things down and i will think "hey, i could post this up"
but by the time i get to it, it isn't relevant and then i have to find ways to integrate into something else.


when you go with the flow sometimes you can end up in the wrong river, in the wrong circuit, down the wrong waterfall.  you were sposed to go left when you went right too hastily.


just checking the other side of it, s'all.
everything in moderation.
leads to balance.
leads to .X.O.
leads to life.


mish mash.