it's crazy how when you start working on something it could just lead to a million new ideas and one step takes things to the next.

like im working on a drawing project, dreading it in a way because i have no idea where to begin and then one thing progresses to the next and things just get bigger and bigger as i move along.

and it's always like that!
i always take forever to start something because i never know what im going to actually DO.
and everytime, i forget that it always works itself out.
that as i start just, drawing something random or cutting something out of paper, ideas just form from what i'm doing.

it's so simple and it always happens like that and i always forget and once i get started it always works out.

KEEP FORGETTING.
GOTTA REMEMBER.

i always doubt myself but things aren't always so clear from the get go!